Saturday, November 05, 2005
3:41 AM
I am sad......
She is like me 9mths ago. And i can't do anything. I only can be there and listen. I see myself in her today. Words of anger. Words of sadness and pain. Tears that keep flowing and block the air passage-way. How could i help her? Talk to him? I tried but all i get iwas wat i got 9 mths ago too. I feel sad for her. She dun even want to go home, afraid that her parents will know. She wants to go for drink but i could not accompany her. I really can't stay out late. So how? I persuade her to go home but she refused. Her parents like him so much. She can't bring herself to tell them at all. (Her parents will know anyway).
I woke yang up in the middle of the night and told him this. It was a wrong move. He was asleep when i called him. I didn't check the time at all before making that call! I am sure he is angry cos he got to work the next day. Hai...
I know she will take very long to forget him. But at least she knows the reason behind it. He came to tell her the truth and they talked about it. When i called him, he was in tears too. They loved each other. But it happen anyway. Me? Can only view the closing of their story. Although its a bad ending, I know she will be happy knowing that he still loves her though its hard to continue as friends.
Its time to close one chapter of my story too.
i wish my life is perfect-`