Thursday, October 20, 2005
10:06 AM
Rainy Day
Hai its just a wet day this few days... everywhere is like cloudy and rainy. Further more my back is aching due to dancing. And i did not go school today cos my handphone did not wake me up(its not beside me cos of my sis). haha so stayed at home in the cool weather.
Anyway someone is back so i am happy to see her. She really do have a profound knowledge of life and such... hidden meaning of wat she wants to say to us. although she is young, she is definetely someone that i respect alot. I will always remember that she said to me: life is a show. U learn and grow from it, not repeating the same mistakes. Wah... it kinda apply to my situation at that point she said it but it also applies to the future. I am just fortunate to know her.
Seeing the group of friends in VIBEZs makes me recall lots of memories dancing and working together. Its such amazed that we are still so goody together after JC life. We are still pretty much involved in dance and compeition. Sometimes i do regret not soaring together with them.
Anyway dancing is something that i really love and hopefully can continue as long as possible. Hop i can be flexible but i know its hard work. Joining the classes now in sim--- dunnoe whether to be happy or sad. I was appointed the event coordinator. Do anyone know why i was in the committe ? haha guess it urself man. um Anyway this dance club that i am in, is giving alot of headache and trouble haha. um maybe i can't stand or willing to stand in that person shoes to think. i have my own views about dance so most prob-- our ideas crash. yup so thats why i always complaining about it. haha sorry to all ears, i seriously can't stop my mouth. Although i will try to put myself down and think from his side(which is rather hard), i will still try my best. :)
Someone is facing some truoble now. Sseriosly i dunno how to help him. Its like money matters and i really can't understand why. I hope that he can face and slove the problem slowly and not rush into it. no Point. He asked me whether i will be unhappy if he go back to nti to work. I really dunno how to answer it. I mean i hate the place but if he really think he can do it then i shouldn't stop him rite?? Too bad. I can't help him(maybe i choose not to help him). Sorry. Although u are beside me all these while, I can't bring myself to help u to decide anything. U can call me an unfaithful fren or wat a shit fren i am. Guess i have changed.
i wish my life is perfect-`
