Sunday, July 31, 2005
11:57 PM
The mini SR gathering
This is after so long that my jc friends finally got together to celebrate andrew's bday.3 gals and 4 boys. it used to be like this however tis time one of the guy is Rish. all the craps and jokes come from him and how we laugh man. its been such a long time thati hear stupid stuff and funny things haha. its really fun with all of them. although it doesbring back sum memories of the past, but i am glad noone mention about it. i think they justscared that i will be umcomfortable and sad so as to mention sumone. however today's gatheringis short but its sweet, cos i get to see them again. although there isn't much to tok aboutexcept skol and why the freaking spore skool system is so lousy(Rish's part) and about knowinghow to expand and factorise....... i still find that the old spirit of the individuals are still intact since the jc life. sometimes i hope to go back to the past but i know that by going thrgh itwill be difficult. i miss andrew too cos i really didn't get to tok to him but just gave him a hug.hasn't been toking to him for a long long time. since the day i left skol. only once in a while where we happen to see each other on the street. oh man i remembered all the stupid quarrels we had for the freaking PW in j1. how stupid haha... he still the same only that he is taller than me by alot and i dunno how it happen. well ppl do change :) yar i do admitt that i am reluctant to go out with themcos i am afraid. afraid of wat?! afraid of memories appearing to me. i dun wish to remember somestuff so i'm kind of afraid that by seeing them as i will not able to control myself. but i guessi can be ok with them haha. wat am i saying man. anyway today is my last day of fasting. hope that sum miraclecan happen in my life (I do really need it!).
i wish my life is perfect-`